Monday, March 12, 2012
Ricky, I wish I could turn back the clock. I know you're with God and at peace, but God, I feel like a piece of my heart is torn out. A piece of my life is missing. I think of us as teens, laughing; whether we were at the beach, just driving around, just sitting at my mom's table and drinking coffee, we had so many laughs. As adults, we laughed reminiscing at all the things we did. We even had some good laughs when I stayed with you while you were ill. Now that you're gone barely 3 months, I always think of the all our memories, I smile, but I can't laugh. Not just yet. My closest friend, my "little brother," my rock... you were always there for me. I pray you still are somehow. I miss you so. I loved you then, I love you now. I miss you. God, I miss you. I'm so sad, but it was God's plan. I hope you're happy, smiling and laughing with all the other angels. I love you, my friend. Shannon xoxo
