It's hard to accept the fact that you're no longer here. It's hard to hold back the tears and not think of the times when I could have told you how much you meant to me in my life. If only I just had more time. But despite how much sadness and grief consumes every single one of us who love you, we can only cherish your memory by thinking of all the touching moments you've left for us to remember forever. You've become such a dear friend to me over the years. I remember the first day we met up to go explore the outskirts of the city, visit rundown abandoned tracks, scout every single open rooftop we could find, and how we would walk for hours on end to enjoy the simple pleasure of each other's company. We always took the best sunset photos when we were together. You indulged my tendencies to stop at every coffee shop we could find. You'd laugh and say mean things to me, but I knew how much love those insults would carry. Our back and forth banters will always be something I will treasure forever. You always knew how to make me smile, even during days when nothing else felt easy. I couldn't have imagined that the last time I would wave you goodbye would be at the place I said hello to you for the first time. Even though you had your own struggles, you never failed to shine a positive light on the people you cared about. You always placed someone else's needs before your own. How you would constantly wake up at 6 am in the morning to drive your mom to work, and never fail to mention how proud you were of your younger siblings the moment the conversation allowed it. You were and still are amazing, and I wish I had said it to you more often. My dear Nick, you will always have a special place in my heart. I will never forget you, and it is definitely a true loss for anyone who never had the pleasure of being your friend.
To my dear big brother Nicholas,
I am a lucky person to be your sister. Even though your body is gone, I know your soul will always protect and love our family. My wish for you is that you find peace and your soul is free and open to all the happiness. Everything I do, I will do for you. Love always, your sister and best friend - Mon Mon
"I will love you forever" - JP
To my loving cousin Nick,
I would give anything to see your smile and hear your laugh. Our cherished memories will forever live on in my heart. I know that your caring soul and loving heart will always be with us looking down from up above. You know how much I love you and always will.
My little cousin, the closest I ever had to a brother. From the day you were born I was so happy to have you in my life. So many memories so many good times. You always wanted to be like me, but I wanted to be more like you. Always dressed to impress, everyone wanted to be around u, so talented, so full of life. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you more. I never thought I would have to say bye Nick never. I can't, I won't, l loved you more then you'll ever know. My son will know how special you are, I will always keep you here with us. I love you cous so much man. Chris